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Conjuring the Real

I'm trying to remember
What it feels like to hear words
And for them to conjure in you
An understanding.

I'm trying to remember
That I never intentionally sought
How to handle heartbreak, or loss,
But I found words that said, "There will be joy...

Again." And I'm trying to remember,
That there was wisdom I needed to hear
When I needed to hear it - and all
I had to do was listen, and breathe.

I'm trying to remember
How we reflect the media mirrors,
How we roll with the role models
We choose. We look without seeing.

I'm trying to remember
How a single word can have an impact,
A name, a spell, a word with emphasis,
Intention. Conjuring feelings into tangible,

Tongue-striking things. I remember
Being thankful that there was a word
And that you spoke it when I couldn't.
When I wouldn't say what you could, but I read it,

and it was real.


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It's about how words are connecting things and that they help us heal by showing us that others are going through the same things. We're not alone in our pain.

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